I want to be your new hobby, please. I looove big cocks. Give me the chance to learn your rules... i take direction well, i promise! I've never been fully able to explore my submissive self; now i'm single again and i want to. The only thing is in order to truly submit, to be the fantasy i dream of, i've got to be able to have a relationship with him that goes beyond "hit-and-quit". I don't need a husband, but one nighters are no use to me. I am a full-figured grrl, but i do have a figure - hips waist, ass and tits all defined. I have tattoos and long dreadlocks. I used to be a punk. I been told i'm funny, and i guess i have a sometimes dry, sometimes silly, occasionally scathing wit-thing going on. i am at heart kind. My politics are to the left of the Weather Underground, but i hate preachy people. I love to have my nipples tortured, and i'd much rather give head than get it. I love cock and will suck and kiss and worship it when i'm truly turned on. i'm shy about my body. Although i am not petite, i like a man who is dom enough to make me feel small. in the real world i am take-charge, the kind of per others listen to, though i don't try to be. I have been told that i intimidate some, though again, this is not a thing i desire to do or try to do. My secret? I just want to obey my man be told i'm a good girl when i please him and be punished, maybe with a delicious ass-fucking, when i'm bad. I want to prove my love by wearing his collar, or even nipple clamps under my work-clothes. I am smart, i love to read, i'm very well-spoken, so when i beg i can do it intelligently and with a wide vocabulary.

My Ideal Person I hate being a stereotype, but like many subs, i get wet for military and cop types. Song lyric: "i like boys with strong convictions/and convicts with perfect diction..."

I need a man who knows what he wants and is strong enough to take it from me. It's hard for me to admit how much i crave a firm hand, and how much i need to find the guy who sees that.

I want the one who will put his arm across my throat and force me to tell him the things i want him to do to me, every dirty sweet thing that i could never talk about at work or with my friends because i'm ashamed of wanting it. I need to be his possession, his thing, and i need him to bend me over and make me say "I BELONG TO YOU" like i mean it before he deigns to fuck me, no irony or clever postmod hipster bullshit. i'm old fashioned that way, i guess.

I like tall, and strong is a plus since nothing gets me hotter than a guy who can overpower me physically. I like people who are not afraid to be direct, who can be funny and honest and say what they feel with compassion but without compromise. i do not want someone who is intimidated by me, as i tend to be all these things. i like confidence, both personal and sexual; it is something i do not have enough of, so i need you to have enough for us both. I do fantasize about being with a big cocked fellow, but i'm realistic; it's great if it happens, but not a requirement